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| Ah Well, looks like I'm back for awhile! Only Nee-chan, my sis and mars know what that title actually means!!! hahahahah! How's life y'all? Hehehe. Whenever someone asks how I am, I would usually reply them by saying, 'hmm, good question!' What's new in my life? Well, you haven't missed out on anything really. I had a chance to visit delia and see the good ol' faces. Not to mention, I even had time to talk with my hunny bunny! Hahahaha! Stress is a common word in college but when I feel like I'm gonna crack, I just type FRIENDS BLOOPERS in youtube and all the stress goes away. heheheh I've learnt so much in the last few months... I've learnt to be more independent and I've got a chance to actually see the real world out there. In ten years time, if you ask me, since when have you learned how to appreciate life? I would say when I've learned that there's so little time but so much to do. I know I'm speaking riddles here and I guess the only few people who can understand what I mean are my sis and Nana. But gosh... really... I've learnt sooo much and it feels great honestly speaking. For once in my life, I'm not scared about being independent. I don't rely much on others anymore. I've made resolutions for this year.
1) I'm going to read 'Tuesdays with Morrie' and 'Five People you meet in heaven' before I turn 18
2) I'm NOT going to celebrate my 18th (Nana, there's nothing you or Mars can do about it! I've made up my mind! Mhel's not here, my favorite tita in the whole wide world isn't here, my gran isn't here and one of the most important person in my life doesn't celebrate birthdays...) --__--!! Besides, ever since the last friday the 13th, I've started to believe that all Friday the 13th are really cursed!
3) I'm going to find a good job so that by the end of this year, I tell my parents to retire. I've also made long term resolutions (Weird, I know!):
1) I'm going to pay all my student loan before I turn 20
2) I'm going to visit Italy before I turn 24
3) I'm going to live this short life of mine to the fullest... Anybu... this is it from me. Told you nothing much changed. Hehehehe! Hmm... I miss my best friend. I shall give her a ring. ^^ xoxo
Kate | | |
| Wow..this xanga site is gonna celebrate its 3rd birthday on 4 February! Cool! Oh, Happy New Year btw! =) xoxo
Kath | | |
| LOL!!! Can't believe this site is still alive?? Not much happened today, thx to sleep debt, I slept ALL DAY!!!! muwahhahaah...
Anyways, for all those still visiting this one, just so you know, I'm using another new one. heheheheh Click here to enter it and don't forgt to leave some comments. I still post up poems but my current one is a story. Hope to see you all there! =)
Luv, Kate | | |
| Dearest readers,
This will be my last blog/entry here in solitary_heart. For more info, you can go visit my new site, purity_013 or just click here! lol. Oh, and even though this blog would be long, I would just like to request that you read the whole thing through.
But before I leave this place, I would like to do a little confessions...To all who have known already, I was with somebody for a couple of months... someone who I thought I could trust, rely, and hopefully grow up with in the future. I knew him since childhood and now he seems like a stranger to me... At first, it all seems so right, so perfect... I was with somebody who I thought would never lie. Now, I realise how wrong I have been. I know people make mistakes and this may be just another challenge through life. But my dear readers, this challenge is an emtional scar that I know will remain in me forever.
To my friends who know me too well, I have not shed the tears you make think I have shed. The teas I have shed are only because of my dad. The ones for him will be kept for now because I am trying to believe that I have no reason to cry for him just yet. Could you believe it, I am actually controlling my own painful tears for once...
If the one who reads this is the person who I once loved, I would just want you to remember that I will never forgive you for all the lies you've made. Don't deny them... I've heard too much... Can you believe, that I have finally lost all hope in you? As mentioned before, I won't cry tears for you... Well, what does it matter to you anyway? You can just go ahead and lie to someone else and think that you've fallen in love with them.
To my dear friends, you all know who you are, I just want to tell you thank you for everything you have done for me. I love you all. (ps, teelo, thx u for forever being my stalker and walker by my side! =P)
I'll end it all now with a simple goodbye and a simple wish to see you all in my new site which I made to start again, a new beginning... purity_013.
Love, Kate | | |
| This poem is a little more cheery than the others but it is also a little lame. Well, to me it is... anyway, this is to all my dearest friends. You all know who you are. This one is called 'Here for you'. I made two others but I am not so sure if I should post them up. What do y'all think? Should I post them or not?
Here for you
I know this is old, but I still want to let you know?o:p>
That when you cry or when you are feeling low?o:p>
I am always here for you?o:p>
I will always be right here?here for you?o:p>
I see you cry as much as the rain
You should know, seeing you sad is my biggest pain?o:p>
If you should need me, I right here
I will always be right here for you
Stop lying to me by just saying youe fine
I know the truth that inside you are dying?o:p>
Hold my hand, let me show you,
What I mean when I say, I am right here for you
I want to be your angel without wings
So you can always have the happiness I bring
Do not hesitate to call when you are feeling blue
I am always right here, just right here for you
Love, Kate | | |
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